JESUS BESTOWS THE SPIRIT (Jn 20:19-23)

Prayer:

O Jesus, breathe upon me and anoint me with your Spirit.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus appearing to his disciples in the Upper Room.

Context:.

This vision occurs on Easter Sunday evening and reveals many truths. By coming through a closed door, Jesus clearly shows that he has a risen, glorified body. Showing his hands and his side proves that he is the crucified Jesus, born of Mary. His final action of bestowing the Spirit is really a Pentecost. Instead of bestowing the gift of tongues, the Spirit gives the greater power of forgiving sins.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

On the first day of the week, when the disciples were gathered in the upper room, the doors were locked for fear of the Jews. Jesus came and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.” Then, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.

He said to them again, “Peace be to you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.” Having said this, he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you shall forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you shall retain are retained.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. In his mortal life, Jesus never came through locked doors. His glorified body has greater powers.
2. Seeing his hands and side, the disciples rejoice immediately. They know who Jesus is.
3. Before anything else, Jesus gives the disciples inner stillness, “Peace be with you”.
4. Filled with peace, they are ready to receive the Holy Spirit.
5. This is Pentecost! Jesus breathes on them and pours out the Holy Spirit of forgiveness.
6. This power to forgive will remain in the Church until the end of time.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, how fearful I am.
• Come quickly, Jesus, even though my doors are closed.
• Fill me with your stillness of peace.
• Joy! I experience joy when you come.
• Breathe on me. Send the Spirit into my heart.
• O Jesus, your forgiveness is your greatest gift to me.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will ask Jesus to send me His Spirit.
+ I will seek forgiveness in the sacrament.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.

REBUKING THE DISCIPLES (Mk 16:9-15)

Prayer:

O Jesus, heal my lack of faith.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus gathered with his disciples at table.

Context:.

Mark summarizes the Easter visions. Jesus rose and appeared to Mary Magdalen. She told the disciples. He appeared to the two disciples on the road to Emmaus. They, too, announced the good news but the other disciples did not believe. When Jesus comes, he has to rebuke them for lack of faith.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

Jesus rose from the dead early on the first day of the week, appearing first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils. She went and told his disciples who were mourning and weeping. When they heard that he was alive and that she had seen him, they did not believe. Later on, as two disciples were walking in the country, he appeared to them, totally changed in appearance. They told the disciples also, but they did not believe them either.
Finally, he appeared to the eleven as they were at table. He rebuked them for their lack of faith and hardness of heart because they did not believe those who had seen him after he had risen. He said to them, “Go into the whole world and preach the gospel to every creature.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Mark recounts Jesus’ appearances so we believe.
2. Everyone who saw Jesus told the story to the disciples.
3. The evidence mounts up, but they refuse to open their minds.
4. Finally, Jesus has to come. He loves the disciples and wants them to have faith.
5. At the same time, he must confront their hard hearts which continually stayed closed.
6. In spite of this, Jesus chooses them to be his messengers to all the world.
7. Their great success in preaching justifies Jesus’ faith in them.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, I know the stories of your rising. The evidence overwhelms me.
• Thank you, Jesus, for dying and rising for me.
• You come to me. You sit at table. You give me your Body and your Blood.
• You commission me. You send me. You say “Tell the whole world.”
• I will preach. I will witness. I will tell everyone. Certainly, some will believe.
• Come, Lord Jesus, come soon.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will thank Jesus for the abundant evidence that he rose from the dead.
+ I will also study his many more apparitions, (Sacred Heart and Divine mercy).

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

While they were at table, Jesus was revealed to the Eleven.

VISION AT THE SEA OF GALILEE (Jn 21:1-14)

Prayer:

O Jesus, make me aware of your presence.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus standing on the shore at the Sea of Galilee.

Context:.

Jesus had appeared to the apostles in Jerusalem on Easter Sunday and then to the doubting Thomas. This is the third recorded vision in John’s gospel. Since Jesus had promised to appear also in Galilee, the apostles return there and resume fishing. John carefully records the seven apostles who see the risen Jesus.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

Jesus showed himself again at the Sea of Galilee. Simon Peter said to Thomas, Nathanael of Cana, the sons of Zebedee and two others, “I am going fishing.” They replied “We will come with you.” However, all night they caught nothing.
In the morning, Jesus stood on the shore. However, they did not recognize him. He called out to them, “Children, have you caught anything to eat?” “No” they answered. “Throw your nets to the right side of the boat and you will find something.” When they did, they caught so many fish that they could not pull them in.
The disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, “It is the Lord.” When he heard it was the Lord, he tucked in his garment (he was lightly clad) and jumped into the sea. The other disciples came in the ship dragging the net with their fishes.

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Peter is the leader. The other six are blessed by going with him.
2. The Beloved Disciple (who wrote this gospel), is a witness to this event.
3. Their natural knowledge and skill profit nothing. The nets are empty.
4. Although they do not recognize this mysterious figure on the shore, they obey his words.
5. This miracle reveals to the Beloved Disciple that “it is the Lord.”
6. Peter believes the Beloved Disciple and plunges into the sea.
7. Although the others arrive in a more conventional way, they, also experience Jesus’ third appearance.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, keep me united with Peter and the Church. This is how I will be blessed.
• Make me of one mind and heart with your other disciples.
• Speak to me, Lord. Show me where to fish.
• You stand on the shore and get my attention. O Jesus, you see all my difficulties.
• Give me the sensitive faith of the Beloved Disciple.
• Fill me with the enthusiasm of Peter.
• May I always experience your presence.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will join with others who search for Jesus.
+ I will listen to Jesus’ words.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

“Have you caught anything to eat? Throw your nets to the right side.”

JESUS IN THE UPPER ROOM (Lk 35:48)

Prayer:

O Jesus, flood my soul with faith.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus in the Upper Room with his disciples.

Context:.

The disciples have heard the news about Jesus’ rising, but when Jesus actually comes, they experience fear and even disbelief. Slowly, he proves to them that he is truly risen. The skepticism of the disciples in these resurrection stories shows that they needed proof to believe. This helps our own faith.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

While all the disciples were still speaking, Jesus appeared in their midst and said, “Peace be to you. It is I, do not be afraid.” However, they were troubled and fearful, thinking that they saw a ghost.
He asked, “Why are you troubled and why do questions arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet. See that it is I myself. Touch and see. A ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” Saying this, he showed them his hands and feet.
They were still incredulous because of joy and were amazed. He asked, “Have you anything here to eat?” They gave him some broiled fish which he ate in their midst. He said, “I told you, while I was with you, that everything written in the law of Moses, in the prophets and in the psalms concerning me had to be fulfilled.” He opened their minds to understand the scriptures.

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. The disciples take a step backward. Before Jesus appears, they were talking about his rising. Now, they grow fearful and troubled.
2. Jesus is patient and gives them signs.
3. He repeats his plea “See that it is I myself.”
4. This is too good to be true. Jesus has to show them his hands and his feet.
5. He eats food so they know he is not a ghost.
6. He reminds them of all the fulfilled prophecies.
7. Jesus battles for their minds and hearts.
8. He loves them and chose them to carry the message to the world.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• Jesus, you can come to me at anytime.
• You are so patient with my slowness to believe.
• Do not let anxieties destroy my faith.
• Your rising from the dead is no myth. You are flesh and blood.
• O Jesus, you are always concerned, always asking, “Why are you troubled?”
• Jesus, You are risen. Almost too good to be true!

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will ponder the remarkable truth that Jesus of Nazareth has risen from the dead.
+ I will believe that he will raise me up to glory.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

Why do questions arise in your heart?

TWO DISCIPLES LEAVING JERUSALEM TO EMMAUS (Lk 24:13)

Prayer:

O Jesus, restore my hope.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus with these two disciples.

Context:.

This is the longest story of any Easter vision and presents a model for Christian initiation. In this first part we see the disciples’ sadness and dejection. They are walking away from being disciples.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

Two disciples left Jerusalem to go to Emmaus, discussing all that had happened. Jesus joined them, but their eyes were kept from recognizing him.
“What are you discussing?” Jesus asked. Cleopas responded, “Are you the only one in Jerusalem who does not know the things that happened?” “What things?” Jesus asked.
“Concerning Jesus of Nazareth, a prophet powerful in word and deed, before God and all the people. Our chief priests and rulers delivered him to death and crucified him. We were hoping that he would redeem all Israel.
Also, this is the third day and some women of our group astounded us. Before dawn, they were at the tomb. They did not find the body but said they had seen angels who said he was alive. Some of our number went to the tomb. They found it just as the women said, but did not find him.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Without God, our happiness depends upon events that are outside of our control.
2. These two disciples see only one choice. They leave Jerusalem and abandon their dream.
3. In their despair, they cannot recognize Jesus. They can only talk about these events.
4. Cleopas is even annoyed that this stranger doesn’t know what happened.
5. The whole story seemingly ends in confusion.  The tomb is empty.  Angels have spoken.  Some have seen the empty tomb but no one has seen Jesus.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, do not let external events control my life.
• Jesus, if I lose you, I will lose my dream.
• Draw near, Lord Jesus. My life is in shambles and all is in confusion.
• Stay with me, even if I do not recognize you.
• When life crushes all my dreams, you are my only hope.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will place all my hope in the Risen Jesus.
+ I will not abandon the dreams which Jesus has given me.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

We were hoping that he would redeem all Israel.

MAGDALEN SEES JESUS (Jn 20:11-18)

Prayer:

Jesus, fill me with Magdalen’s love and devotion to you.

Imagination:

Picture Magdalen at the tomb with Jesus.

Context:.

This is a very rich text, containing many teachings for both devotion and doctrine. Magdalen stays at the empty tomb, thinking the body has been stolen. Jesus appears and reveals who he is. She grasps Jesus but Jesus tells her not to hold him because he is ascending to the Father. A new relationship now exists. Jesus is preparing the way to heaven.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

After the disciples left, Magdalene remained at the tomb, weeping. When she looked into the tomb, she saw two angels dressed in white, one at the head and the other at the feet where the body of Jesus had been. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said, “Because they have taken away my Lord and I do not know where they have placed him.”
Turning around, she saw Jesus standing there, but did not know it was he. Jesus said, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for? Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have taken him, tell me where you have put him and I will take him away.”
Jesus said to her, “Mary”. She replied, “Rabboni (meaning “Master”). Jesus said, “Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet ascended to my Father. Go to my brothers and tell them, “I am ascending to my Father and to your Father, to my God and your God.” Mary went and told the disciples, “I have seen the Lord and these are the things he has told me.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Magdalen’s love is greater than the two apostles. She alone stays at the tomb.
2. She listens to her heart, not to her head.
3. She acts quite irrationally.  She sees angels but doesn’t question why they are standing in the tomb.
4. She sees a man and asks him to return the body (if he has stolen it.)
5. Her physical eyes do not recognize Jesus because his glorified body has been transformed.
6. However, she recognizes his voice.  Jesus, the good Shepherd, calls her by name.
7. She embraces Jesus as if nothing has changed, but he is ascending to the Father.
8. Everything is new.  The disciples are now Jesus’ brothers and sisters, and God is their Father.
9. Magdalen becomes the Apostle to the Apostles – telling them that she had seen the Lord.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• Where are you, Lord?
• I am searching for you with all my heart.
• I embrace you, Jesus.
• You are ascending so that I can ascend with you.
• Let my tears prepare for your coming.
• Jesus, call me by name.
• O Jesus, you have made God my Father.
• Make me an apostle.  I will tell all my friends about your rising.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will ask Jesus for Magdalene’s generosity.
+ I will listen for Jesus to call me by name.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

They have taken away my Lord and I do not know where they have placed him.

THE GOOD NEWS (Mt 28:8-15)

Prayer:

O Jesus, I will carry the good news to the whole world.

Imagination:

Picture the two women meeting Jesus.

Context:.

This gospel has 2 quite different scenes. The women meet Jesus and he tells them to bring the good news to his disciples. In the second scene, a cover-up takes place. Bribes are paid so this good news remains hidden from the people. This battle will go on until the end of time. Only then will all see that Jesus is truly risen from the dead.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

The women left the tomb quickly, filled with both fear and great joy, running to tell the disciples. Then, Jesus stood before them and said, “Peace.” They came up, took hold of his feet and adored him. Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers that they are to go to Galilee. There they shall see me.”
As they were going, some of the guards came into the city and told the chief priests all that had happened. They assembled with the elders to decide what to do. They gave a great sum of money to the soldiers and said, “You are to say that the disciples came at night and stole the body while we were asleep. If the Procurator should hear of this, we will settle it and keep you out of trouble.” They took the money and did as they were told. This is the story that circulates among the Jews even to this day.

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. The women are overwhelmed with joy.
2. They see an angel and then they experience the Risen Jesus.
3. They are prepared to be messengers, the first to know and to tell the story.
4. Many more visions will follow. Jesus will appear for forty days to prepare the disciples.
5. The guards, too, had this experience. They could have become evangelists.
6. They sell out. They take the money and close the door to truth.
7. How many did they deprive of eternal life, themselves included?
8. Lies can blunt the power of the gospel.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, I experience great joy at this story.
• Prepare me to be your evangelist. Come to me often.
• Remove all fear so I can follow you.
• O Jesus, you called even the guards to preach you, but the soldiers lost their vocation.
• Do not let me sell you out, no matter what the cost.
• O Jesus, I will tell your story to everyone.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will try to find moments of quiet, so Jesus can come to me.
+ I will be totally committed to the truth.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

They took the money and did as they were told.

THE DISCIPLES AT THE TOMB (Jn 20:1-8)

Prayer:

Come, Holy Spirit. Give me the faith to seek the risen Christ.

Imagination:

Picture the disciples at the empty tomb.

Context:.

If Jesus has risen from the dead, then his tomb must be empty. All four gospels begin their Easter stories with visits to the empty tomb and with descriptions of the disciples’ reactions.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

When it was still dark on the first day of the week, Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been taken away. She ran to Peter and to the disciple whom Jesus loved and said to them, “They have taken away the Lord from the tomb and we do not know where they have placed him.” Then, Peter and the other disciple went out to the tomb. They both ran together but the other disciple outran Peter and came first to the tomb. When he bent down, he saw the linen cloth lying there, but he did not go in. When Peter arrived, he went into the tomb and saw the linen clothes. The cloth that had been around his head was not lying with the linen clothes, but was wrapped together in another place. Then, the other disciple, who came to the tomb first, went in. He saw and believed. As yet they did not understand the scripture that he must rise from the dead. The disciples left and went home, but Mary stayed outside the tomb weeping.

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. The Beloved Disciple is the author of John’s gospel.  All of the many details, (about the various linens, where they were placed, and who arrived first), are memories of his personal experiences.
2. Notice the readiness of these three disciples.  Magdalen comes as early as possible, while Peter and the Beloved Disciple run to the tomb.
3. Although experiencing the empty tomb, the disciples still do not know that Jesus is risen.  
4. Peter seems totally confused.  The Beloved Disciple believes, but does not understand the full story. Magdalen is weeping.
5. This is God’s first stirring.  The full gift will soon come.  At least, they are searching.
6. The two disciples return home.  Magdalen’s great love, however, takes her in a more important direction. She stays at the tomb.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Lord, thank you for these eyewitnesses.  My faith in your resurrection is based on their witness.
• All this evidence captures my intellect. The stone is rolled away.  The body is not there.  The linens are in various places. 
• My heart is ready to believe.  
• Let me run.  Let me hurry quickly.  I must find you.
• Give me the heart of Magdalen.  I don’t want to return home to the empty world.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will renew my faith in the risen Jesus.
+ I will study the scriptures

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

Magdalen ran to the apostles. Peter and the Beloved Disciple ran to the tomb.

AT THE TOMB (Mat 28:1-10)

Prayer:

O Risen Jesus, show yourself to me in the quiet of this prayer.

Imagination:

Picture the holy women meeting Jesus.

Context:.

The four gospels have different stories about the Resurrection and the church has not tried to harmonize these accounts, because the diverse stories witness to the reality of the resurrection, the most world-shattering event. These resurrection stories begin with the empty tomb.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

After the Sabbath, as the first day of the week was dawning, Mary Magdalen and the other Mary came to inspect the tomb. Behold there was a great earthquake, as the angel of the Lord descended from heaven. He came, rolled back the stone, and sat upon it. In appearance, he resembled a flash of lightening, while his garments were as white as snow. Out of fear, the guards were struck with terror and became as dead men. The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid. I know that you seek Jesus, the crucified one. He is not here because he has risen as he said. Come and see the place where the Lord was laid. Then, go quickly and tell the disciples that he is risen and that he will go before you into Galilee. There you shall see him. This is my message to you.” They left the tomb quickly, with fear and great joy, running to tell the disciples. On their way, Jesus met them and said, “Peace”. They came up, took hold of his feet and adored him. Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers that they are to go to Galilee. There they shall see me.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. The women are observant Jews, faithfully keeping the Sabbath rest.
2. They are also Christian believers whose hearts lead them to Jesus’ tomb.
3. It was dawn, not just for them, but for the whole world. A new day had come.
4. What an experience, to see an angel roll back a stone and sit upon it.
5. The angel gives them a tour of the tomb. After all, they were going to be witnesses.
6. They do not need to see the Risen Jesus but they believe and are filled with joy.
7. They become the first evangelists and preach to the disciples.
8. Then comes the great favor. Jesus appears and allows them to touch him. 
9. They know he is God and adore him.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, I will not wait. I will seek you today.
• You are the dawn. When you come, the night is over.
• O Jesus, you provide all the evidence. I need to believe that you are the Lord.
• I will tell others that you are risen.
• O risen Jesus, come to me whenever I lift my heart to you.
• Do not let me fear. With you, I can overcome all of life’s difficulties.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will ponder today the great gift of Jesus’ rising from the dead.
+ I will study my faith and witness to others.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

They fell at his feet and adored him.

JESUS WITNESSES TO PILATE (Jn 18:1-19)
MEDITATION TAKEN FROM: (Jn 18:28-38)

Prayer:

Jesus, let your Kingdom claim my heart.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus standing before Pilate.

Context:.

John’s gospel presents a lengthy dialogue in which Jesus preaches to Pilate and offers him a chance to make a different decision. Pilate can even be a member of the Kingdom instead of an instrument used by the Jewish leaders. Unfortunately, he does not accept Jesus as King and turns his back on him.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

Pilate asked Jesus, “Are you the King of the Jews?” Jesus responded, “Do you say this by yourself, or have others told you?” Pilate answered, “Am I a Jew? Your own nation and your chief priests have handed you over to me. What have you done?”
Jesus said, “My Kingdom is not of this world. If my Kingdom were of this world, my servants would certainly fight so I would not be handed over. But my Kingdom is not here.”
Pilate said, “Then you are a King.” Jesus responded, “You say that I am a King. For this was I born. For this I came into the world. That I should testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth, hears my voice.” Pilate said, “What is truth.” Then he went out to the Jews and said, “I find no guilt in him.”

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Jesus speaks the truth.  His Kingdom is not of this world.
2. He is a unique king and those who belong to his kingdom recognize his voice.
3. Jesus spends time with Pilate and explains everything. 
4. However, Pilate has no interest in truth and does not receive the Kingdom.
5. Pilate, however, cannot deny his own feelings.
6. He says honestly, “I find no guilt in him.”
7. What a hero Pilate would have been if he had acted on this belief.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• Jesus, You are my King.  May you reign forever.
• Your Kingdom is in my heart.  There, I hear your word.
• You call me to truth.  You invite me into your light. 
• Jesus, I will come quickly out of my darkness.
• To know you, to love you, and to serve you.  For this I was born.  For this I came into the world.
• I will proclaim to the whole world, “Jesus is my King.”

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will commit my life to living the truth.
+ I will choose the right King – Jesus the Lord.

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

For this I was born. For this, I came into the world. To witness to the truth.

JESUS WASHES PETER’S FEET (Jn 13:6-11)

Prayer:

Jesus, bathe me in your cleansing waters.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus washing Peter’s feet.

Context:.

Peter is so special to Jesus that even in the washing of feet, there is a unique dialogue. The others accept this action (which a servant usually performs) without saying anything. Peter has two strong emotions – at first, refusing to be washed and then, enthusiastically asking to be totally washed.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

When Jesus came to Simon Peter, Peter said, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?” Jesus answered him, “What I am doing, you do not understand now but you will understand later.” Peter said, “Lord, you shall never wash my feet. “ Jesus answered, “If I do not wash you, you shall have no inheritance with me.” Peter said to him, “Lord, wash not only my feet, but my hands and my head.” Jesus said, “To be fully clean, you need only wash your feet. You are clean, but not all” (He knew who would betray him.)

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. Peter resists this shift in his relationship to Jesus. His feelings cannot adjust to Jesus being a servant.
2. Jesus explains very little, saying only, “Later will you understand.”
3. Peter’s resistance heightens. His questioning becomes a refusal.
4. Jesus states the consequences “You will have no part with me.”
5. Peter’s heart is in the right place. He would never want to lose his relationship to Jesus.
6. Peter’s surrender is full – the feet, the hands, the head. Like walking on the water.
7. Peter hears those powerful words – “You are clean.”
8. Jesus grows sad because “not all are clean.”

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Lord, your goodness is too great for me.
• Your actions overwhelm me and your nearness causes me to fear.
• I run from you when I should just be still.
• I flee from you, but you chase after me.
• I put up walls but you go around them.
• I close doors, but you enter anyway.
• Bathe me, O Lord, from head to toe.
• Jesus, you say “You are clean” and my heart pounds.
• You say “not all are clean” and I see the mystery of your care for me.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ Cleansed once in Baptism, I will seek the second cleansing of confession.
+ I will ponder the following – “I cannot understand why Jesus loves me and cleanses me.”

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

To be fully clean, you need only wash your soul.

JUDAS ISCARIOT (Mt 26:14-25)

Prayer:

Jesus, may I always be loyal to you.

Imagination:

Picture Jesus at the Last Supper.

Context:.

Jesus often spoke about his betrayal. Up to now however, Jesus never revealed his betrayer or said openly that he would come from the twelve. Now he must focus on this issue. So, Jesus reveals Judas as the one and determines the time by telling Judas to leave the Upper Room.

Gospel text: (Read slowly, possibly aloud)

Reclining at table with his disciples, Jesus grew troubled in spirit and said, “Amen, amen I say to you. One of you will betray me. “The disciples looked at one another, puzzled as to whom he could mean. Now the disciple whom Jesus loved was leaning on his breast. Simon Peter beckoned to him and said, “Who is he speaking about?” The disciple asked, “Lord, who is it?” Jesus answered, “The one to whom I give some food after dipping it in the dish.” He dipped it and gave it to Judas Iscariot, son of Simon.
After receiving the morsel, Satan entered into Judas. Jesus said, “What you have to do, do quickly.” The others at table did not know Jesus’ purpose. Having received the morsel, Judas went out immediately. It was night.

Thoughts: (Read all. Ponder the ones that attract you.)

1. What a tragic story.  Judas, called to be close to Jesus, becomes the knife in Jesus’ heart.
2. Jesus often spoke about this moment.  Now, it could not be postponed.
3. Because of their simplicity, the other apostles worry if it could be themselves.
4. The Beloved Disciple is so close to Jesus’ heart that Jesus tell him who his betrayer is.
5. Jesus is still in control.  He determines the time of the betrayal by telling Judas to act now.
6. ‘It was night” everywhere – in Judas’ soul, in Jesus’ broken heart and in world history. This was the darkest moment.

Affections. (When one touches your heart, use your own words.)

• O Jesus, by your grace, my life will not be a tragic story.
• You call me to greatness. You have prepared a place for me at your table.
• Give me the simplicity of the apostles who were loyal to you.
• I will place my head on your breast and experience the love in your Sacred Heart.
• O Jesus, to depart from you is the darkest night. Hold on to me.

Resolutions: (Possibly you might want to make your own.)

+ I will value my friendship with Jesus above every other prize.
+ I will be faithful to my friends

Thought for the Day: (To recall your meditation.)

One of you will betray me.